…to only discover that I might possibly have some form of Anxiety. I had a very bad anxiety attack today which lead to me crying my eyes out, feeling nauseous, my mouth was dry, I had uncontrollable crazy thoughts, I was shaking and I couldn’t stop. It was so scary. I haven’t had this happen to me in like 3 weeks.
I think I either have OCD, PAD or GAD. Of course, this is only self diagnosis but I still feel like I’m going slightly insane.
I needed help. But I really had no one there for me when I needed someone there for me today. I’ve been like this for 2 years. It’s getting worse. I need professional help. I won’t be getting it for a while at that.
I’m just so depressed. And sad. And worried. And scared.
I can’t even sleep.
I don’t know what to do.
i hate when you voluntarily tell your parents some information about your life because you think you can trust them and then they bitch at you for it like congrats you have guaranteed that i will never tell you anything ever again
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